hmm hmm hmm. today was hmm. results were hmmm. celebrations were... weird. and funny too. we kept on laughing at lots of things and sarah is disgusting with her TISSUE thing. HAHA. and me adee sarah steph played this game the entire time. funny. adee tried to sarbo sarah when the person called out for volunteers to wear the sari but the lady came up and picked adee instead. and it was hilarious seeing adee on stage. HAHA. steph and adee tried to sarbo me the entire time when they called out for volunteers to do the indian dance steps, calling out my name super loudly, but thank god i didn't have to go up. embarrassing. after that it was results. hmmmm. i have nothing to say. the class looked super sad with everyone crying it made me want to cry even though i was trying so so hard not to. steph and adee crying because they wouldn't be in the same class next year was heartwarming, really. i'll miss 2C1 so so much. i can't bear to imagine the day that we all have to be separated, the day that i'll be in a new class with new faces, no more the retarded 2C1 that makes me laugh and smile anymore. after school was hahaha funny.

and i guess you're right, i have everything else except that. and i guess i should stop complaining and start appreciating. and i do appreciate what i have now. and i'm thankful for it. but its the one thing i love so so much and it feels so painful without it. i want it back. i really do want it back. please please please? i guess we're really not meant to have the things that we want. oh screw that.

(11:44 PM)